Since losing weight, I don't really like the weird new fat distribution in my arms and thighs. I know it will go away soon, but they just look strange to me.
Last night, my sister invited me over for game night. It's always fun, but one of her friends brought an array of 'snacks'. It was really, really hard last night. It was a last minute invite for me so I didn't have any of my snacks with me and it was such torture watching everyone eating everything in sight and me just sitting there. I am proud that I did it, but I don't know if I can put myself in that situation again. It's definitely hard being good. Normally, I don't have a problem with that, but when it comes to food, I am out of control.
Speaking of being out of control, since starting this process, every day I realize how completely out of control my life has been. I was fooling myself for a very long time. I cook every night for myself now. I used to very rarely do that. I'm a great cook and it's really not that big of a deal to do it just for me.
I definitely like having things in control now. It branches out to all aspects of my life and slowly, I'm reigning everything thing and before I know it, will have complete control!!
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