Update

OK, I'm back on track now. I made enough food for a few dinners yesterday and grabbed an apple to bring to work as a snack. I can do this!! I went through my closet this weekend and I really forget how much clothing I own. I'm excited that I get to wear things I haven't worn in two or more years. It's like new clothes to me all over again, not to mention the several items that still have tags on them because I never fit in them to begin with, but just had to lose five pounds. I have about 5 bags that need to go to charity that I no longer fit in and NEVER WILL AGAIN!!!

I don't think I'm eating enough calories. I will have to start focusing on that. I think my body is starving and that is why I've kind of been stuck at the same weight.

I am amazed by how clueless and hypocritical some people are. I spied some Christmas gifts that I will be given this year, one being a tower of food/cookies/candy. Really?!?!?! Yes, I can eat all of whatever it is, but should I be?? I mean, I certainly don't need help eating. I never have. Why am I getting this as a gift from someone that knows I had this surgery?? I just don't get people. I guess this present will be coming to the office for my coworkers to enjoy. What a waste of money to me. Just sitting here shaking my head.

The results: HW 317, PSW 306.4, SW 284, CW 267

Slowly, but surely, it's coming off. I'm avoiding ALL holiday parties this year, including my own office's. I have to. I am having family over Sunday for dinner, but since I'm making it, I will know everything in it and will make it healthy.