Ugh!!

I know I'm not supposed to weigh myself everyday, but I have been since I started on Medifast. I went to the gym this week, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. Since then, I have gained back two pounds!!! The story of my life. I know I shouldn't be upset, but how could I not be?? Aren't I doing everything that I'm supposed to?? This is why the surgery is necessary. I can't take this anymore!!! I don't want to hear that I turned my fat to muscle because that's not going to help me when I see my surgeon in 2 weeks. Well, if I go back to losing weight the rest of the week because I'm not able to go to the gym, I will have to stop all gym activity (for the last week it's open, at least) until after surgery.

I want to cry!!