Tomorrow is my big day!!

First, let me start off by saying that yesterday's funeral was by far the hardest funeral I've ever been at. You know everyone is bound to shed a tear when the priest, who is your age, is crying throughout the service. I was very proud how well Anthony did.

The water, jello, broth diet SUCKS!!!! It really has not been agreeing with my stomach (which means it's probably doing it's job) and it leaves me zapped of energy. One more week to go on it and then to yummy baby food. I went food shopping today which was not as tortuous as I thought it would be. There are hardly any meat baby foods. I got some turkey, chicken and beef. Yum, lol. Four ounces of food is not a lot, no matter what shape or form it takes on. It was awkward for me shopping for baby food, but probably not as awkward as the two women felt that asked 'how old my little one was'. I had to explaing I was having surgery and this is what I'm required to eat. On a positive note, I bought more then a month's worth of food and it cost $100!!! Yay for my new way of life!! Screw you RKLL, I don't need no raise.

Been feeling really good about the surgery today. I'm excited and thinking lots of positive thoughts. I lit a candle yesterday in Church. One thing I keep getting reminded of is something one of my friends said to me last week. She said that I shouldn't worry because if all the doctors I went to didn't think I was healthy enough to have the surgery, they would not have approved it. She's right. The weight has been falling off my body this past week, but I will keep you in suspense for my update tomorrow morning before surgery. Someone I haven't seen for 2 months was shocked about how much weight I've lost. My own boyfriend didn't recognize me standing near the Church. I did lose another 5 pounds since he last saw me on Tuesday, but seriously?!?!? I don't see it in the mirror yet, but have definitely noticed it other places.